Doubting my feelings about her as much as I have in the past 2 months, I would have gotten over her, and I wouldn't care anymore. But I still want her, I still want to be with her. I still care. I’ve been considering how much liking all the people that I like means to me and if I’m willing to give that all up and be with her, just her.
She didn't really fuck around with me like it seems she did. She was responsible about her relationship with me, she told me enough times that she didn’t want to sleep with me unless we were in a serious relationship. Which can’t happen because she’s pregnant. Sleeping with her will never be just sex. Everything's been so messed up because neither of us actually had the guts to start a serious conversation about what needed to be talked about.
We've been sleeping together in the same bed for the past 5 nights.. mostly, if not completely naked. and we haven't slept together. we've kissed and cuddled and hugged and held each other but sex will never be just sex.
Her and Conner aren’t together anymore. from what I understand, she doesn’t really want to talk to him. But I don’t know if she wants to give him another chance some day, if he’s not.. how he is now.
Postponing a lot of things in my life like school and whatnot, getting my own place.. I know that's not a smart decision for my life. but if it works, and I'm happy, and it's truly honest, is it wrong?

too many thoughts…going through my head.