I’m really confused about what she wants in the long run, I don’t really want to bring it up right now cause it wont change anything. We’re friends, I’m okay with that for now.

Last night she cuddled me, it made me so happy. She'd told me no more kissing and stuff and I thought that included cuddling but last night she was like "you know we can still cuddle eh?" and then she spooned me to sleep.

I've never gotten to know anyone this well this fast before sleeping with them and I'm going to get to know her a lot more before sleeping with her and that scares me a lot.
Usually sex is something that comes first in the relationships I end up in. So if it sucks or we just don’t click or something... then we just end up being friends. I know we'll click, but I'm so scared of it sucking or something. I don’t know why, I’m usually pretty confident with other girls. 
When… if we end up sleeping together, it's going to be a huge deal for me. If we end up sleeping together, I don’t think sleeping with someone will have ever meant more to me. My first time with a guy, or girl.. didn't really mean that much. Well… it meant a lot, but it wasn't a big deal. I feel like if this happens, it'll really be a huge deal and it'll matter a lot more than just sleeping with someone I’m attracted to and I’m just getting to know. I'm scared of how well we get along and understand each other. I feel like I've known her for a long time, but I've known her for less than a week and a half. I don't think sex, if it happens.. will happen any time soon. There’s too much shit going on. I don’t want to get hurt and I don’t want to be another burden to her. I want to be there for her.
I’m not scared because I don’t know what to do, I know very well what to do. I’m just.. nervous, and I’ve never felt nervous about sex this way before.
I don’t even know why I’m worrying so much about it. It wont happen any time in the super near future.