I want to shut myself out and away from everything new. I want to be with what I know, who I know and the people I trust. The people I know wont hurt me. I keep meeting new and amazing people but I keep having to cut them out of my life because they keep hurting me and I know I’m better off without them. I’m sick of cutting out people. I’m sick of having to start over. I want to know someone and be able to say that they’ve been there for me for years and they never really hurt me. I’m sick of those people moving away, the ones I can say have been my friends for years, and that never really hurt me.