Whenever she talks about a guy I’ve never met or I’ve never heard of, I automatically think that she met him on a dating site, or chat and that all he wants from her is to fuck, and she’ll let him do it, because that’s all she wants too, even though she’s never met him before and he most likely lives 17 hours away or something. I seriously don’t know how many guy’s she’s met in lately on things like facebook “speed date.” Some of them, she’ll fool around with on webcam, other’s she’ll actually meet up with and fuck.
A few days ago I’d asked her to hang out the next night, she then asked me if I minded if her friend was there? Not mentioning that it was a guy. So I asked which friend, and she told me he was a friend from Edmonton, I contradicted myself and told myself that it was probably a friend that had moved away or something, but I told her that no, I’d just hang out with her the night after, which is tonight. I was hoping she wasn’t going to be sleeping with this guy, I’m pretty sure she told me it was her time of the month, which I thought mean she wouldn’t be fucking him, and I was happy. I don’t know why it bothers me so much…

I ran into her on my way to work this morning, she was with her guy friend and I asked her was she was doing there, that early, then I remembered that her friend was leaving. He was there what.. a day? Not even?  She was bussing with him to the airport. My bus came, I hugged her and got on. I texted her, asking what she wanted to do tonight. Somehow the subject of sex came up and she said “I had plenty of sex last night lol.. I think I’m good…” She fucked him anyways, but I dont know, maybe it’s an old friend or something. I asked her how she knew him. Her answer: “facebook”

Should it seriously be bothering me that much? I know it’s just sex. But guys are pigs. not all.. and so are some girls. But she’s just fucking guys she’s never met before. And she keeps telling me how she doesn’t even like sex that much, every time she has sex, it’s always for them, not for her.
Her and I have a really sexual relationship together, for being just friends. But we’re friends. Good friends. And we know each other. She knew Derek a while before she slept with him, and Brian too. . . And I really dont like Derek, he’s only been an ass to her…… but everyone apart from them since I’ve known her, I’ve never even heard of before she sleep with them.