November 15, 2008, 2.54 pm

I knew she’d be offended by me writing about her like this. I respect that she doesn’t like people in her business, she hates it when I talk about her to anyone except her, and if I talk to her about her, she doesn’t talk. I don’t really get it, it’s not like I’m talking badly about her. I’m just worried. I can’t read her what so ever. I noticed she has a really hard time opening up to people so I don’t want to push her too much. I know she trusts me and I know she wants to talk to me, just like.. what am I supposed to do?
I think I have such a hard time reading her because I don’t see her very much. I’m usually okay at reading people, I pick up on emotions really easily, which is why I like being on my own a lot of the time. I don’t like people. I hate that in over a year, I’ve only seen her 3 times and the last time was only for a few minutes.