Convo..

8:35pmGabrielle

I've talked to her a few times in the past few days.. I kinda feel like she's sort of acting like everything's okay...

8:36pm*****

lol.. Ignoring the pain is a common tactic.

It's the best in some ways.

8:37pmGabrielle

for her maybe.. I dunno. bleh.. : (

anyways yeah.

how was your day..?

8:38pm*****

do you really think she is all happy about the split?

8:38pmGabrielle

no…

8:38pm*****

so she’s doing the stay calm and eventually it won't hurt.

8:38pmGabrielle

I just wish she was unhappy about it enough to make her change her mind, well not really unhappy but do you get what I mean?

8:40pmGabrielle

I hate that I can't blame her for anything she did wrong. she never did anything wrong. it's the most real relationship I've ever had. every other one, after we'd break up I'd start seeing all the bad. the lies and how he/she was a jerk or didn't care about me really. but it's not like that with her, she never did anything wrong, ever

if there was the tiniest reason for me to not love her, I think it might be easier. But I don’t want to not love her.

8:41pm*****

well that’s good in a way but it does make it hard.

8:41pmGabrielle

yeah

it'd be a great thing, if we were still together. and I guess it's not really an awful thing, but it's not helpful. but I don’t wish she'd treated me worst in anyway either.