... What happened to all the I like you's, the <3 , "I can't wait to see you", the 7 hour long conversations and all that..? Is it all just bullshit to you now? Because I KNOW you don't want a relationship. I never expected a love relationship with you. I do like the idea of a relationship with you SOME day but NOT now. What I did expect was friendship. I feel comfortable with you and I like talking to you, I get along with you well, at least I think so and I don't understand why you're acting the way you are because if I send you a song it's not because I want to be with you, it because you think, or thought, it was cute and made you smile. I think you're a good person and I do care enough to not want to just let this all go to shit, and right now it is.
That is what I sent her, Sunday evening. I dont know if I want her to reply.
If she replies and it's bad, I'll get really hurt and heart broken even more.
If she replies and it's good, I'll get my hopes up, even though I know I shouldn't.
But if she doesn't reply at all, I'll forever think she's a bitch and she'll be the girl who broke my heart.
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