Changes?

So I've been really messed up emotionally and psychologically lately. Could that change how I am socially, and face to face with someone for the first time enough that I wouldn't be the way I usually am?

When I met Rachael for the first time face to face, I wasn't completely myself. I'd been depressed for at least a week and messed up for probably the whole month before I went. To the point where now I am back on mood stabalizers because nothing was getting better, only changing for the worst.

When I came back, after I finally talked to her again, she told me that she just wasn't "feeling it" for me when I was there and that I was completely different than I am on msn. Now I feel like completely ruling out liking me as more than a friend because she wasn't "feeling it" when I was in the state I've been, is completely unfair to me. . . I know that if she's being the way she is, she's just not worth it and I probably deserve better. But I really liked her.

Obviously something was wrong enough with me that my psychiatrist saw the need for me to be medicated again, doens't that change everything, about how she saw me?