What do I do?

I love writing.. I just wish everything would get written down as I thought it cause I get too lazy to write everything down.

I'm falling for this girl that lives 7 hours away and across a border.. How am I supposed to be with her like this? I think a long distance relationship could be good for me right now. But what happens after? I sure dont want to move to the US.. Would she move for me?

I haven't even met her.... She's 4 years older than me. The only thing I dont love about her is....

I've never met her face to face... So how am I falling for her? I feel like she is the most amazing and beautiful person in the world and she just makes me so happy. I am willing to compromise so much to be with her... Is it for real this time?

Fuck...